Слободкина Ольга
Love

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  • © Copyright Слободкина Ольга (slowboat@mail.ru)
  • Обновлено: 05/09/2013. 1k. Статистика.
  • Стихотворение: Поэзия

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                                         To B.D.
    
    
    I'm in the Orsay Museum -
      thinking about you, my heart.
    
    If I had a cell phone
     I would call you -
      to give you a deep vibrating silence
       meaning only one thing
        I cannot pronounce -
          LOVE.
    
    I've been talking to you in my mind
     for two months already -
      day and night.
       My notebook is running out,
        but I decided 
         not to drop this line
          until it drops off by itself.
    
    Whatever you've got to say and haven't
      will be said in your mind -
       silently.
    
    It's the same as the silence
     you gave me
       on the day of my call
        after we talked in pronounced words.
    
    Well, even if it was just a burst
      and not love
       that can last
        and bring fruit...
    
    Even if you never call me again,
     never talk to me,
      never think of me
    
    I will be grateful
     for this happy period of wishful love
      living in my heart,
    
    which saved me from loneliness,
      from the frosts of Moscow winters...
    
    And I will continue to warm you
     with the currents of my mind -
      at a distance.
    
    You may not even notice this,
     but will feel good
      and cared for
       and protected anyway -
    
    that's how it works,
     it's like a prayer.
    
    Maybe,
     this kind of communication is even better -
      for
       we'll never quarrel,
        never see annoying friends,
         never go to stupid parties,
          never try to subdue each other.
    
    Well,
     whatever...
      I'm immensely grateful
       for the energy you gave me,
        which continues to work in me still,
    
    the energy of that deep vibrating silence
     meaning only one thing
      you couldn't pronounce -
       LOVE.
    
    
    
    
    April 2003,
    
    Paris
     

  • © Copyright Слободкина Ольга (slowboat@mail.ru)
  • Обновлено: 05/09/2013. 1k. Статистика.
  • Стихотворение: Поэзия

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